because I won't give up. I only support a healthy lifestyle and do not in any circumstance support any ED's. I want to be toned and fit and am taking it one pound at a time. although I do give advice/tips, this tumblr is now for me and self-motivation. Although I weigh more now, I gained a lot of muscle and still fit in clothes better than I did when I was 125 lbs. however, I still want to lose more weight. click on my 'about me' for more details.

age: 18
height: 5'3.5"
hw: 130 lbs
lw: 117.3 lbs
sw: 127 lbs (8/25/2011)
cw: 117.3 lbs (5/6/2011)
gw: 115 lbs
ugw: 110 lbs (optional)

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I have to do this.

I’m tired of being fat.
I would look so much better if I just lost a few more pounds.

So excited to see how I will look like in 3 weeks. :)
33 day challenge.

for 33 days, I’m going to be binge-free. 33 days until college. 33 days of avoiding candy, muffins, pizza, etc. all of it. 33 days. who wants to join me? and remember: your only competition is in your mirror.
conversation with my skinny friend.
  • me: we can hang out today but i have to go to the gym first though
  • friend: sigh active people...
  • friend: i never exercise anymore, like ever haha
  • me: but you also don't eat two pop tarts hahah
  • friend: hahah omg no you don't understand how much i eat. on tuesday for dinner, i went to mcdonalds with nikki and i had 5-piece chicken selects, a cheesburger, fries, a sprite, and an oreo mcflurry. all of it. within half an hour. by myself.
  • me: do you know how much i hate you right now hahah
  • friend: hahahaha
  • ---
  • i'm not kidding. seriously, fuck you.
I don’t know why I keep binge eating.

for breakfast this morning, I ate greek yogurt with nuts and two pop-tarts. wtf is wrong with me? a pop tart is 200 calories each. I easily ate over 500 calories this morning. I’m so frustrated with myself.
it has come to my attention.

that many of my followers and people that I am following are facing some serious lack of self-confidence. I stopped using this website because I decided to spend more time working on my body and being healthy rather than obsessing over pounds and constantly seeing “thinspo”. I see other girls telling each other that they are fat- when those girls are significantly thinner than average. Well, stop it. Stop telling yourself that you are hideous and obese. you are beautiful, even if you don’t see it. If you are afraid to eat or are constantly jealous of other girls, how will you live your life? Food is not an enemy- you need it to survive. It’s okay to make mistakes and eat another cookie once in a while, you only live once. It’s all about moderation, I can’t stress this enough. Please, stay safe followers. If you ever need to talk, I will always. always. be here.

emmamartian asked: Hey I know you have on your info that you only give your pw to other weight loss bloggers, but I don't have a weight loss blog...I've been a follower for a bit and I'm just really trying to lose weight. I totally understand if you don't wanna give it out, but it would be awesome if you could put it in my ask =] Thanks for considering xx

that’s okay, I understand. and sure, I’ll put it in your ask <3
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